Happiness

Happiness was here and you were inside my thoughts the whole time and aftewards when you should be the one. Guilt maybe, but sorrow for sure. I feel like I'm stepping away from you everytime and I don't have the power to fight back, I just go with the stream, far from you. I'm falling back and there's nothing I can hold on to. I miss you look and the lack of it made me weaker, able to fall for local happiness. I wish I coul see your eyes watching me more aften.